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I'm so ready for this year to be over. I know that every senior says that and la de da but I really really really just need to go to college...or at least somewhere. One reason I love working so much is because I work with all college students. It's just so much fun. Like nobody talks about stupid shit and I dunno. I just like it. Sometimes I do feel out of place though being the only high schooler there but I get over it. I'm just ready to be off on my own, or at least I think. Well, at least I'm ready to find out. I'm ready to like..find myself. You may think that sounds stupid, but yeah. I've never felt like I've fit in with any group I've ever hung out with. I miss having a best friend that's a girl. I don't feel like I have that anymore. I know I've got my friends and I love them and all but I don't know. I'm not trying to sound all pitiful and whiney. I'm really not sad at the moment at all, just bored, hence I'm typing all this out.
My Montgomery pals graduate on May 26th and I'm hoping I can go down there for that. God, I would love that. That would rock so hard to see them all again. And just like hang out with them and catch up after their graduation. I so hope that works out. I'm going to make it work. I'm determined BY GOD, determined...
I get paid extra tomorrow since its Labor Day :)
I also work with cool people tomorrow :)
I get to go to Auburn for a tour and to visit Spenster in a week :)
I hope I get accepted....agh. so nervous.
Well, there's so much more gross floating around in my head but I won't allow my boredom to drive me to attempt typing it out. Hope everyone else is doing lovely.