More blah of the blah.
Randomness of the random.
Yesterday I was all ready to give up on NaNo. Not because I don't like my NaNo, but because the story is looking to being HUGE. I mean, at the moment I'm over 16'000 words, more or less, and I'm not even CLOSE to starting the plot. And the main character just went computer-geek on me, so that means I need to actually spend time thinking about the technology aspect of my futuristic world rather than just gloss over, which was going to be my stand if the character had gone the way I thought he would.
And now, this.
And now I'm back to not knowing. Eh. I'll see about perhaps writing the non-techy parts, maybe? I. I don't know.
Now, about more fandom-y stuff.
Yay for subtitles!
I still love Sara. And my love for Yuuri is true and everlasting. And. Shouri. Oh god. I already loved you, but, seriously. *dies laughing*
Someone who isn't me should write Shouri playing Persona3. Or yaoi dating sims. And they should also write Jose and Shouri talking about videogames once they finish their paperwork. Or Jose looking at videogames while Shouri is distracted and then Shouri sort of getting sidetracked from job. And am I suddenly shipping Jose/Shouri just because they'd geek together about videogames? Yes. Yes I am. Someone who isn't me, please get to be writing that.
WE NEED MOAR NEKKID YOZAK ALL THE TIME. Nekkid Yozak=awesomesauce. I mean, I would've LOVED to have naked Conrad with naked Yozak and naked Yuuri and HOW MUCH would I have written the onsen-threesome-sex - what? Bathsex is a legitimate kink, okay? - but still. Beise (that's his name, right?) is a VERY good reason not to get naked Conrad. If only because the I CAN HAS MOAR UST NAO was lovely. Though, I'm sure you all know I'm aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall over the Saralegui/Beise like flies over the sweets, right?
Oh, Sara. Let me show u it, my alkjgalkjg for him. I've been fangirling him just from what little I knew from the novels, and now. Even more, really. I can wait four months, seriously. Because. Bastardic. And smiley. He's like a blond Murata. Yuuri, you so owned.
Did I mention my everlasting love for Yuuri? Because it's huge. And add my teheeee for Gwendal and his 'without this troublemakers I can do my job' because OMG, I FEEL THE SAME. And. Günther-sama. I. You know? I love long hair. I blame CLAMP for that, but, seriously. Long hair? The bunny flops up and down for it. But somehow, I never quite liked Günther like that. I mean, yeah, I know Günther's pretty, but he was just pretty blah to me, not taking into account the Cowboy ep because, that uniform? OHGOD.
But Günther with his hair up and glasses? OHMYGOD. It's quite obvious that Günther needed to geek it up. Now I'm picturing him with sweaters, long ones, and jeans, and sitting by the fire reading with a glass of wine. PURR.
... I'm not quite used to think of Günther as hot and now I'm not sure what to do with it. XD I mean, I've always known he's awesome, but I never thought him as hot. Oh dear.
AND NEXT OVA. WE GET AL. AND FIGHTING. AND ADALBERT. EHEEEEEEEEEEE =DDDDDDD
... and Wolfram in actual girl clothes and not just girly. *dies of laughing*
*
BIGGEST COCKTEASE EVER. The woman is trying to kill us with her nine-twelve pages per month. She's draaaaaaaaaaaaaaagging it.
BUT. OHGOD, RITSUKA. I. Everyone knows I love him, and I am so proud of him! He's not letting Seimei's words to just make everything okay! Sure, it's his brother and he's happy that he's alive, but he's also telling Seimei that he's angry because he lied and hurt and. HE'S THINKING ABOUT SOUBI'S FEELINGS TOO. OH MY BOY.
And. Gah. Someone also - and this might be me who writes it - needs to write more of the 'verse when Ritsuka and Soubi meet in Elementary school. SOUBI. It's kind of sad that a twelve years old would be a better role model for Soubi, but seriously. It's such a fucked up relationship, but I've faith on them to make it work once, you know. Ritsuka is older. But I trust in them. I mean, Soubi STARTED ACTING ON HIS OWN FOR RITSUKA'S SAKE. That's huge, considering how Soubi usually is. He knows he doesn't want Ritsuka gone and he's doing his best and.
... and Seimei is so gonna brainwash Ritsuka again. And Soubi is going to end up in a Pulp. But. GAH.
I can't wait for next month, even if it, most likely, will have, again, only ten pages.
... I would also like to know what happened to Kio, oi. I mean. Just a panel of Kio waking up or something would be appreciated!
*
ALKJGALKJGALKJ WHAT DO YOU MEAN TRYING ALLEN FOR HERESY, YOU LAME ASS MAN?!
KOMUI. ORDER ALLEN TO RUN THE HECK AWAY. AND. Oh, oh, oh. Komui. I knew there was a reason why you were one of my favorite characters and I promise I'll write you some cuddling at least with River. Wanting to protect the exorcists! Oh. Oh, Komui. I do love you. KOMUI FOR POPE. Or something.And I also keep loving Bak. XD He's so lovely and fun.
You know? one day, it'll stop being scary when I get the things right in the series I read and watch. Someday I'll get used to it. Or someday I'll just start using my powers of deduction for evil. DUNDUNDUN. Awwww, Allen. Everything will be alright. BUT YAY FOR GETTING A CHAPTER OF ALL OF THEM JUST RESTING. After a hundred eps, they so needed it. *g* I looooooved Crowley's stomach rumbling like that, and Chaoji being okay and did I mention Rabi and the 'I CAN'T SLEEEEP'. And opening Allen's bed and. *dies laughing*
Rinali. PLEASE, GO BACK TO BEING KICKASS. But keep sleeping with Miranda >D I can get behind that SO FAST. >DDDD
ALLEN. RUN, RUN AND NEVER TURN BACK BUT. Now it's time for us to get Lullubel manga-wise~ ooooh, hot Noah-woman in a suit. Purr. Keep giving me material for the Noahcest, people <3 I don't mind~
And that's it for the moment =D
Yesterday I was all ready to give up on NaNo. Not because I don't like my NaNo, but because the story is looking to being HUGE. I mean, at the moment I'm over 16'000 words, more or less, and I'm not even CLOSE to starting the plot. And the main character just went computer-geek on me, so that means I need to actually spend time thinking about the technology aspect of my futuristic world rather than just gloss over, which was going to be my stand if the character had gone the way I thought he would.
And now, this.
- This hype, this glorious feeling of Omnipotence sometimes continues unabated until Chapter Two. By then, most puzzlingly, I might notice something is amiss. You may find yourself in a similar position at this point in the game. Whether you've written a thousand words or ten thousand, you may find yourself faltering. A little note of doubt may creep into your consciousness. This, I assure you, is not about the merit of the work you've done so far. It's an artifact of your own insecurities. You're probably beginning to wonder what your mother will think of those steamy sexual passages. Perhaps you're suddenly uncertain your immediate family will appreciate your rendition of their annual drunken Christmas antics that result in all those accusations, renunciations, and slamming of doors. You might suspect that your mate (and let's not even talk about your kids) might take a dim view of what's visible through the little window you've opened onto your soul.
This is my advice. Disregard the nagging voice piping up from the back of your brain. You aren't stupid. You won't fail. You won't humiliate yourself (that much) in front of all your family and friends. The important point is to keep up your momentum regardless of the fact that you might stumble now and then. Most people you know have never written a novel at all, let alone pounded one out in a jam-packed thirty days.
And now I'm back to not knowing. Eh. I'll see about perhaps writing the non-techy parts, maybe? I. I don't know.
Now, about more fandom-y stuff.
Yay for subtitles!
I still love Sara. And my love for Yuuri is true and everlasting. And. Shouri. Oh god. I already loved you, but, seriously. *dies laughing*
Someone who isn't me should write Shouri playing Persona3. Or yaoi dating sims. And they should also write Jose and Shouri talking about videogames once they finish their paperwork. Or Jose looking at videogames while Shouri is distracted and then Shouri sort of getting sidetracked from job. And am I suddenly shipping Jose/Shouri just because they'd geek together about videogames? Yes. Yes I am. Someone who isn't me, please get to be writing that.
WE NEED MOAR NEKKID YOZAK ALL THE TIME. Nekkid Yozak=awesomesauce. I mean, I would've LOVED to have naked Conrad with naked Yozak and naked Yuuri and HOW MUCH would I have written the onsen-threesome-sex - what? Bathsex is a legitimate kink, okay? - but still. Beise (that's his name, right?) is a VERY good reason not to get naked Conrad. If only because the I CAN HAS MOAR UST NAO was lovely. Though, I'm sure you all know I'm aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall over the Saralegui/Beise like flies over the sweets, right?
Oh, Sara. Let me show u it, my alkjgalkjg for him. I've been fangirling him just from what little I knew from the novels, and now. Even more, really. I can wait four months, seriously. Because. Bastardic. And smiley. He's like a blond Murata. Yuuri, you so owned.
Did I mention my everlasting love for Yuuri? Because it's huge. And add my teheeee for Gwendal and his 'without this troublemakers I can do my job' because OMG, I FEEL THE SAME. And. Günther-sama. I. You know? I love long hair. I blame CLAMP for that, but, seriously. Long hair? The bunny flops up and down for it. But somehow, I never quite liked Günther like that. I mean, yeah, I know Günther's pretty, but he was just pretty blah to me, not taking into account the Cowboy ep because, that uniform? OHGOD.
But Günther with his hair up and glasses? OHMYGOD. It's quite obvious that Günther needed to geek it up. Now I'm picturing him with sweaters, long ones, and jeans, and sitting by the fire reading with a glass of wine. PURR.
... I'm not quite used to think of Günther as hot and now I'm not sure what to do with it. XD I mean, I've always known he's awesome, but I never thought him as hot. Oh dear.
AND NEXT OVA. WE GET AL. AND FIGHTING. AND ADALBERT. EHEEEEEEEEEEE =DDDDDDD
... and Wolfram in actual girl clothes and not just girly. *dies of laughing*
*
BIGGEST COCKTEASE EVER. The woman is trying to kill us with her nine-twelve pages per month. She's draaaaaaaaaaaaaaagging it.
BUT. OHGOD, RITSUKA. I. Everyone knows I love him, and I am so proud of him! He's not letting Seimei's words to just make everything okay! Sure, it's his brother and he's happy that he's alive, but he's also telling Seimei that he's angry because he lied and hurt and. HE'S THINKING ABOUT SOUBI'S FEELINGS TOO. OH MY BOY.
And. Gah. Someone also - and this might be me who writes it - needs to write more of the 'verse when Ritsuka and Soubi meet in Elementary school. SOUBI. It's kind of sad that a twelve years old would be a better role model for Soubi, but seriously. It's such a fucked up relationship, but I've faith on them to make it work once, you know. Ritsuka is older. But I trust in them. I mean, Soubi STARTED ACTING ON HIS OWN FOR RITSUKA'S SAKE. That's huge, considering how Soubi usually is. He knows he doesn't want Ritsuka gone and he's doing his best and.
... and Seimei is so gonna brainwash Ritsuka again. And Soubi is going to end up in a Pulp. But. GAH.
I can't wait for next month, even if it, most likely, will have, again, only ten pages.
... I would also like to know what happened to Kio, oi. I mean. Just a panel of Kio waking up or something would be appreciated!
*
ALKJGALKJGALKJ WHAT DO YOU MEAN TRYING ALLEN FOR HERESY, YOU LAME ASS MAN?!
KOMUI. ORDER ALLEN TO RUN THE HECK AWAY. AND. Oh, oh, oh. Komui. I knew there was a reason why you were one of my favorite characters and I promise I'll write you some cuddling at least with River. Wanting to protect the exorcists! Oh. Oh, Komui. I do love you. KOMUI FOR POPE. Or something.And I also keep loving Bak. XD He's so lovely and fun.
You know? one day, it'll stop being scary when I get the things right in the series I read and watch. Someday I'll get used to it. Or someday I'll just start using my powers of deduction for evil. DUNDUNDUN. Awwww, Allen. Everything will be alright. BUT YAY FOR GETTING A CHAPTER OF ALL OF THEM JUST RESTING. After a hundred eps, they so needed it. *g* I looooooved Crowley's stomach rumbling like that, and Chaoji being okay and did I mention Rabi and the 'I CAN'T SLEEEEP'. And opening Allen's bed and. *dies laughing*
Rinali. PLEASE, GO BACK TO BEING KICKASS. But keep sleeping with Miranda >D I can get behind that SO FAST. >DDDD
ALLEN. RUN, RUN AND NEVER TURN BACK BUT. Now it's time for us to get Lullubel manga-wise~ ooooh, hot Noah-woman in a suit. Purr. Keep giving me material for the Noahcest, people <3 I don't mind~
And that's it for the moment =D