sick.
i feel tired.
i got stoned yesterday, and for once i fell asleep at 9 pm. i cried myself to sleep though, and wanted to slit my wrists.
im not right in the head anymore...that much i know.
this life feels pretty meaningless.
i spend my time running around on injured feet with a broken heart and ageing skin.
i havent been eating right....if i can get myself to eat one meal a day im lucky...if i can fall asleep before 8 am, im blessed.
my eyes dont shut and all i do is dream of how great it would be to die. to just let it all go. to have no more pain, no more worry...to just start again.
i think i just lived my life to learn a lesson...
to be heartbroken.
to have nothing.
i am way to worn out to live anymore.
i just wanted to let everyone know that i love them.
i got stoned yesterday, and for once i fell asleep at 9 pm. i cried myself to sleep though, and wanted to slit my wrists.
im not right in the head anymore...that much i know.
this life feels pretty meaningless.
i spend my time running around on injured feet with a broken heart and ageing skin.
i havent been eating right....if i can get myself to eat one meal a day im lucky...if i can fall asleep before 8 am, im blessed.
my eyes dont shut and all i do is dream of how great it would be to die. to just let it all go. to have no more pain, no more worry...to just start again.
i think i just lived my life to learn a lesson...
to be heartbroken.
to have nothing.
i am way to worn out to live anymore.
i just wanted to let everyone know that i love them.