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I just saw Rick. How GrEaT! He stopped by before he had to go get Carrie (his Sister) which is SO sweet b/c it was completely out of his way. He lives out by breakaway Trails, and his sister works at Wal Mart right down from his house on 40. and i live all the way by OBMS. It was really great to see him. I have had a shitty day. So it was cool.
Well, this afternoon/tonight sort of blew. It started all around 330. My mother came home from work. and i THOUGHT everything was ok. she had brought me lunch which rocked. then hell broke loose when i asked if i could go out tonight. I feel SO bad because i have ben trying to go hang out with Kim and whoever went with for about three nights i think. And each time soemthing happens to where i cant hang out with her. i feel so bad. last night we were suppose to see a movie and that didnt happen because my mom went crazy. tonight we were suppose to do the same to make up for last night and it didnt happen. only because .... my mom went crazy. and i had to "stay home because my grandparents are coming in". BLAH. sucks. So to Kim....I am VERY VeRy very sorry! Please don't be upset or mad at me. I tried to hang out with you so hard. seriously. i have. i just dont know whats up with my mother these days.
after my grandparents got here we had dinner then my mother made me go get stupid index cards for my research paper. (bore) . so i got out of the house for a little bit. but i went to wal mart, then went to see Ben. Cause hes a cool guy. hes actually a sweetheart. really funny. but one thing...HE'S TOO SHY! But thats ok. hehe. Oh well right?! Its cool tho. Cuase he's so cute when he's actin all shy. haha.
then after that i came home and rick came over around 1045/11. so i got to see him and thta was pretty cool . cause he was happy and that made me happy cuase he hasnt been happy in a long while. well since all that bs happened with his sis. but that is all understandable. ya know?
ok well i think that i am done for now.
Later
God_Bless_One_Luv
____Sarah____