Schtuff
So a lot of things have been going on lately in my life that I have to deal with. And I was just thinking that I don't want to deal with them, you know? I want to go back to the time when summer was summer and you didn't have to think about anything besides what kind of cereal you were going to have for breakfast. Now I am forced to remember all of the things that I have to do...all of the things that are hanging over my head constantly. I know that there are a lot of people who are in a similar position as me but it doesn't mean that it sucks any less. Summer is flying by and I know that it is going to be over before I know it. Then all I will have to do is wonder if I accomplished all that I needed to. Did I get the poster for the EMU Alumni Association done? Did I figure out what No U-Turn is going to do now that our music director can't be in the group anymore? Was I able to truly relax? Did I spend enough time with my family?
Then there are those moments where I get a glimmer of hope. Where I realize that, yes, I can get everything done. I'll just make a list (like I always do) and sort everything out on paper. And that's when I know that everything will be fine.
But now is not one of those moments. Now is the time when all I can do is feel overwhelmed and wish that I did not have to grow up. Who's coming with me to Never-Neverland?
Then there are those moments where I get a glimmer of hope. Where I realize that, yes, I can get everything done. I'll just make a list (like I always do) and sort everything out on paper. And that's when I know that everything will be fine.
But now is not one of those moments. Now is the time when all I can do is feel overwhelmed and wish that I did not have to grow up. Who's coming with me to Never-Neverland?