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just trying to decompress
did I mention I got my first tattoo?
and if I get the job in Cincinnati I'll be getting my second tat :)
James and I are talking about the future and whether or not I'll keep looking out of state for jobs or just stay in Charlotte to finish out my degree and then look more
Of course, if Cinci by some miracle offers me the job, barring awful pay, we'll probably bail and move in the next few months
At this point, I'm so spent on wishing and hoping and dreaming, I really just want to get down to reality. If I'm qualified, if I'm "meant" to go to Cinci, then I will. If I'm not, I won't and we'll go from there. I really want the job, but I'm killing myself over here with stress and worry. I just really need to breathe.
In other news, I punched in the final 72 words of Confessions after 7 long years. The catch is that I have to fill in the final 1/3, but I realized the other night I was having problems finding that last direction I needed to go because I was unclear as to which ending was going to happen. So I had a heart to heart with some of my characters and got a good laugh out of it, actually. I found out Jax is a fucking lawyer that still brings a smile and tears to my eyes. I LOVE it, it's too brilliant. So I do need him and I now have my out. If I didn't have either of those things, I had no idea wtf I was doing. Now I do. And now we can move forward. I just have to do it.
But I'm annoyingly tired tonight, Piper was a handful today. I think she's coming down with something because she was so out of character, but we'll see. Maybe she's just 2. That's my excuse for her lately. She's 2 and therefore impossible. Lovable. But impossible.
Oh, yes, YAY snow. And yay sleep.
did I mention I got my first tattoo?
and if I get the job in Cincinnati I'll be getting my second tat :)
James and I are talking about the future and whether or not I'll keep looking out of state for jobs or just stay in Charlotte to finish out my degree and then look more
Of course, if Cinci by some miracle offers me the job, barring awful pay, we'll probably bail and move in the next few months
At this point, I'm so spent on wishing and hoping and dreaming, I really just want to get down to reality. If I'm qualified, if I'm "meant" to go to Cinci, then I will. If I'm not, I won't and we'll go from there. I really want the job, but I'm killing myself over here with stress and worry. I just really need to breathe.
In other news, I punched in the final 72 words of Confessions after 7 long years. The catch is that I have to fill in the final 1/3, but I realized the other night I was having problems finding that last direction I needed to go because I was unclear as to which ending was going to happen. So I had a heart to heart with some of my characters and got a good laugh out of it, actually. I found out Jax is a fucking lawyer that still brings a smile and tears to my eyes. I LOVE it, it's too brilliant. So I do need him and I now have my out. If I didn't have either of those things, I had no idea wtf I was doing. Now I do. And now we can move forward. I just have to do it.
But I'm annoyingly tired tonight, Piper was a handful today. I think she's coming down with something because she was so out of character, but we'll see. Maybe she's just 2. That's my excuse for her lately. She's 2 and therefore impossible. Lovable. But impossible.
Oh, yes, YAY snow. And yay sleep.