May 09, 2006 22:02
my life is a dirty mess and i can't get my shit together.
i hate everyone for being so happy when i have nothing at all.
i can't sleep at night and i can't function.
all i do is work now because i can't leave my house and go out with people.
i'm too paranoid to talk to anyone.
and no one wants anything to do with a crazy person.
i know where i'm going and i can't seem to slow it down.