i always have to steal my kisses from you
Since i haven't updated this thing in about 600 years ... here i go.
I just got better from being sick, so i still get a little ucky feeling after i eat something, but its not bad. Tuesday i woke up at like 2am, threw up about 4 times, went back to bed.. an hour later.. same thing.. over and over again until like 7am. Ugh it was sick, i couldn't eat for like 3 days. So obviously I couldn't give blood either. I was pretty bummed. Ha, I even called Mel tuesday morning to ask her to sign up for me. AND i gained weight just so i could give blood. Well being sick kinda made me lose it again so it worked out haha. Anyway.
So Adam seems to think Ben likes me again but i don't think so. He (ben) called me last night to see if i wanted to 'hang out' w/ some people, which i couldn't do anyway. But then Adam called like 10 minutes later saying that i ruined everything...? I was like what are you talking about.? I guess he and ashley were going on a double date w/ john and chelsea, and they were gonna get ben to go w/ lauren.. but lauren cancelled, so he needed a date. and i guess thats what he called me about and called 'hanging out w/ some people' .. so adam thought i ruined everyting cuz i couldn't go.. or something.. i don't know. Anyway, Adam's convinced Ben has a thing for me, but i think he's just being Adam and making things up.
ugh i feel like i have to do something tonight but i can't remember.. is the youth bish.ric thing tonight? i can't remember when it is...