Sep 20, 2006 17:05
So, I figured I would post, since, ya know, I haven't in a long time.
Classes are fine, clubs are good and busy, etc, etc. Most of you know my life pretty well.
I guess the thing that really made me post today was that I was cleaning out old files from my computer and I came across a file full of old conversations from last semester. Those of you from Plymouth will know what convos I am referring to. I finally deleted them....and I guess, in my head, I see it as deleting them from my thoughts as well. Things have been crazy lately for a lot of reasons, and I feel myself finally starting to let go of the thoughts and anguish which has chased me for an entire summer. I can't NOT be upset about what happened...but I can try to not think about it all the time and let it bother me. It wasn't all my fault...it shouldn't have happened...it is too bad things never got 'fixed'...
And that's the end of it. Sarah, like you, I am going to wash my hands of the whole situation.
I can't ignore the friends who are with me now by thinking about the ones who have gone.