Things to do....
Ok, so today is going to be a VERY long day!!!!
1. Text Dad and tell him how useless he is...
2. Do 10 A1 observational drawings of myself...in Charcoal..GRRRR!!!
3. Cook dinner as mum is far to lazy to do it!
4. Go to town and get passport pictures done, for Uni ID card!
5. Wash lots of clothes.
6. Dig out Art materials for uni.
7. Take the energy pills i brought to keep me awake long enough to actually do all of this!
8. Take a yummy bath!
9. Fold and hang up alllllll my new clothe's
10. Keep smiling!
This week has been a strange one i can tell you now, I dont know if i have ever put this, but although all my friends know im attracted to girls, as well as boys... ok ok, so more so girls!
My family dont know anything about it!
I think my mum is catching on, as she said the other day whilst watching desperate housewives...'Allie, are you gay?'
Straight out right like that... lol, i just said 'yes mum, yes i am' and she tutted and walked away, so i think she thought i was joking...
But ive hinted, and have done for ages!
I know she would be fine with it, its just the rest of my family!
Annnd, i dont know how to just say 'Mum... im gay'
YIKES!!!
Annnnnd my friend told me yesterday (as i went into college...and shes gay) That i dont 'look' gay... im now really just argh... what does she mean by that? There isnt a certain way i 'have' to look, but it really kind of made me think! Im not going to change the way i dress or how my hair is, because i like it how it is and i like how i dress... im a girl damn it!!!!
I feel really good today!
Really good,
:)
But ive missed LJ lol!
i need to go, as i need to put dinner on and mum is going on at me to give her back her laptop... but i will be on later :)
x