Jan 24, 2006 18:42
I don't want to feel anything anymore.
I've been crying since 3... and you can see what time it is now.
I just hate being alone, and I keep on fucking things up with this guy... and it might be over... and I just want to call him and tell him he's the only thing that I want to live for right now...
Hopefully I'll get meds tomorrow. When I go to the docs for depression.
I wanna go into a Prozac Nation.
Cause I can't handle life as it is right now.