fake reality

May 03, 2006 17:42

Lately i have been reading though my old personal journal entries and it feel like i was reading a fictional book, like none of it really happed. Its so funny because i write down what just happend and what i think will happen and as time goes by i find out alot of things that i thought are not true. Its liek reality is diffrent for so many people that i dont even knwo what REALLY happend anymore. Its like history, what we lean in SS is not what they learn over in europe. Its a diffrent retelling of events, so then how can we know what really happend? How can we find out the truth? It bugs me so much that reality is more like fiction. Its so hard to tell apart from the truth from a lie from a joke from a dream. Over time all 4 seem to messh togeather and creat a foe-realtiy.

I guess thats where faith comes in. Faith in people, in the country, in the government, in god, in your friends and in your family. Also faith in yourself. With all that faith you would think that everything would be sorted out but for some reason its not. Its just as confusing as before and now youve add another factor: FAITH
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