Hemorrhage
life dosent make sence
everything seems beautiful yet i dont feel that beauty in me.
i find myself saying i want to go home when im lying in my own bed.
Im finding that i dont know anything about someone i have known for over three years. And becuase of that I feel like i cant trust my own fellings, emotions or thoughts.
I dont know whats wrong and what right...my white has turned black and my east is now south. But yet im still standing on my own.
I dont trust my own friends to be able to handel the truth.
I dont even knwo what the truth is.
When im looking for clarity its like i can never find it, But when im fine i come to these amazing conclusions.
I do know that i dont knwo what im going to do with out mo, Jarad, cory, pat, and kelly next year. And i knwo that i can never expect normal behavior from spence next year. But maybe im being to critical, or maybe not enough.
Im just looking for a litte peace of mind.
everything seems beautiful yet i dont feel that beauty in me.
i find myself saying i want to go home when im lying in my own bed.
Im finding that i dont know anything about someone i have known for over three years. And becuase of that I feel like i cant trust my own fellings, emotions or thoughts.
I dont know whats wrong and what right...my white has turned black and my east is now south. But yet im still standing on my own.
I dont trust my own friends to be able to handel the truth.
I dont even knwo what the truth is.
When im looking for clarity its like i can never find it, But when im fine i come to these amazing conclusions.
I do know that i dont knwo what im going to do with out mo, Jarad, cory, pat, and kelly next year. And i knwo that i can never expect normal behavior from spence next year. But maybe im being to critical, or maybe not enough.
Im just looking for a litte peace of mind.