Hate vs Love
I hate not being girlfriend material. I hate feeling like im all alone. I hate music that does not help the situation at all. I hate being ignored. I hate feeling out of place. I hate being transparent. I hate having nothing to do. I hate being stressed out. I hate crying. I hate rembering how i use to be. I hate wanting to call someone but not having the guts to do it. I hate feeling like i want to jump out of my skin. I hate feeling lost. I hate not being loved. I hate not having justin here anymore. I hate being called niavi. I hate hidding stuff. I hate AP art. I hate change. I hate people who dont say good bye. I hate thinking about Christina. I hate regreting things
I love basments. I love itunes cus the one song blends into the next. I love Gold Digger. I love working out. I love my bed. I love sleeping. I love running into a bunch of my friends. I love guys who play the guitar. I love church nerds. I love J.A.M. I love looking through old pics. I love talking about past loves. I love text messeges in the middle of the night. I love walks on the beach in the middle of winter. I love swing on swings at night. I love how i found God. I love secret loves. I love random senior moments. I love learning from my mistakes.
I love basments. I love itunes cus the one song blends into the next. I love Gold Digger. I love working out. I love my bed. I love sleeping. I love running into a bunch of my friends. I love guys who play the guitar. I love church nerds. I love J.A.M. I love looking through old pics. I love talking about past loves. I love text messeges in the middle of the night. I love walks on the beach in the middle of winter. I love swing on swings at night. I love how i found God. I love secret loves. I love random senior moments. I love learning from my mistakes.