Ma'am i am tonighttttttttt
Well it's about time for an entry - and it's about time for a happy entry at that.
1. I dropped my classes this past semester - no penalty or anything, and i can come back whenever i want. My parents support me which is great. I feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. School was just a big, dark cloud hanging over my life and it should never feel like that. I doubt i will go back to state. I will go back depending on what and when i find something that interests me enough to go back to school.
2. Adam (my god brother) and Valerie are getting married this weekend. I am Valerie's maid of honor which is pretty cool. We didn't get along at first but we are much better friends now. I'm a little worried about standing up in front and trying not to cry! I always cry at weddings! Hah, and i'm worried about my speech. I'm definitely keeping it short, sweet and simple. It should be a good time though. The only thing that sucks is that it is in Alabama, so dennis has to put up with me for 9 hours!! haha!
3. I got a part time job at Carolina Center of massage therapy. I'm just the receptionist but it has definitely helped with my self esteem and my overall feelings. It's nice to get paid - and it definitely helps with the bills! It's also nice to be needed and not to be sitting at home everyday with nothing to do - feeling worthless. So that's a good thing!
4. I have been working out sporadically but when i do it feels good and i feel better about myself. Again, a very good thing. I eat pretty good and i could never give up food to loose weight or get back in shape. I don't really need to lose weight, i just need to tone up which is why i am lifting weights and getting my butt kicked on the elliptical.
It's nice to be able to write a lot of good things and zero negative things! Makes me feel even better than i do right now ;-)
Hope everyone else is doing well too!
1. I dropped my classes this past semester - no penalty or anything, and i can come back whenever i want. My parents support me which is great. I feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. School was just a big, dark cloud hanging over my life and it should never feel like that. I doubt i will go back to state. I will go back depending on what and when i find something that interests me enough to go back to school.
2. Adam (my god brother) and Valerie are getting married this weekend. I am Valerie's maid of honor which is pretty cool. We didn't get along at first but we are much better friends now. I'm a little worried about standing up in front and trying not to cry! I always cry at weddings! Hah, and i'm worried about my speech. I'm definitely keeping it short, sweet and simple. It should be a good time though. The only thing that sucks is that it is in Alabama, so dennis has to put up with me for 9 hours!! haha!
3. I got a part time job at Carolina Center of massage therapy. I'm just the receptionist but it has definitely helped with my self esteem and my overall feelings. It's nice to get paid - and it definitely helps with the bills! It's also nice to be needed and not to be sitting at home everyday with nothing to do - feeling worthless. So that's a good thing!
4. I have been working out sporadically but when i do it feels good and i feel better about myself. Again, a very good thing. I eat pretty good and i could never give up food to loose weight or get back in shape. I don't really need to lose weight, i just need to tone up which is why i am lifting weights and getting my butt kicked on the elliptical.
It's nice to be able to write a lot of good things and zero negative things! Makes me feel even better than i do right now ;-)
Hope everyone else is doing well too!