mild case of schizophrenia
So after researching it and talking to my mom about it, I think I have a mild case of schizophrenia. My mom denies me having it at all, but I could see fear in her eyes, so I think shes just scared of admitting her other daughter has a mental disorder. It's nothing serious, I'm not retarded or anything. But I do show signs of some of the symptoms. I don't need and doctor, I don't need medication, I just need time to myself sometimes. Basically, if you piss me off, there's a chance I'll straight jack you up. I think people see me as being the type that can't defend myself, or if put in the position of fighting someone, I would get beat up. I probably am, but if I'm that angry, I can be really violent. I put a hole in the wall in my old old bedroom. Probably the first time I'd ever showed physical violence over anger. But have no fear, it's not like I'm the hulk or something. It takes a lot of piss me off.