Sep 03, 2007 22:46
I need to grow up... I need to learn... to accept the things I can't change.... I have such a hard time with that... I feel the urge to vomit right now... there is a huge rock in the bottom of my stomach right now... because I can't accept that which I have no control over.........
I need to get out of this depression rut... if I gain anymore weight I think I may explode... I need to buy a bicycle... or something I dunno...
bah... good night