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He's the one good thing I've done in my life - I was good at loving him.
& it doesn't matter why her heart is broken.
Pain Is Pain
at one point i was so weak.
i miss you so much & i missed what we had.
one simple song made me break down & cry,
but now i can honestly say i'm over you.
sure, i still think about you,
but i'm not crying anymore.
i'm so strong now.
even though it bugs me when
i see you with other girls,
i'm finally over you.
have a great life, stranger.
She always looked for love in all the wrong places.
She gave herself away to every guy that came along thinking that maybe
they could fix her broken heart;
but they never did.
She bounced back and forth from guy to guy
and never found one that gave her a reason to stay…
so she never did, never changed her ways.
She’s beginning to think that maybe
if one had given her a reason to stay;
she would be a different person today.
You NEVER stop loving someone...
You just learn to live without them.
I run away from things that I know will hurt me in the end.
I block out the things I don’t want to hear so that I can protect myself.
I push away the people I love when I need them the most because I’m scared.
I’m scared of feeling something.
I don’t like the feeling I get when my heart breaks or the pain
I feel when I know he doesn’t love me anymore
I’m not going to sit here and sugarcoat everything and pretend like
I’m not hurt when I am. Instead,
I avoid hurt. I avoid feelings
because feeling nothing is better than feeling a broken heart
too many tears have stained her cheek
too many blood drops, down the sink
too many pills taken
too many bathrom trips,
to make her FEEL her best
I swear on my life that if I could take this knife out of my back,
I would, but between the loss of blood and the trust I had in you,
I don’t think it’d do any good
broken. bruised. forgotten. sore.
too fucked up to care anymore
She'll be much better off without you.
Her smile will soon be real,
give her time & her heart will finally realize
what her head had been saying along:
"I Deserve Better"
If I had a dime for e.v.e.r.y.t.i.m.e.
you walked away...
I could afford not to give a shit
But see, that's what i do when i'm hurt.
i get mad and i yell and i say a million things
that i will never ever mean in my entire life.
when i come home at night,
no matter what i did, or who i was with,
you're still the only one who will ever mean anything.
I’ve been hurt before, so its not going to be easy.
It’s going to be a struggle day after day,
I need to be reminded how you feel, because I often times forget.
I can be a pest, a nag, and I hate it when people hang up on me.
Don’t play games with me, I’ll quit.
I don’t have much patience, so don’t tick me off.
My moods can change within two seconds.
But I promise you,
that if you don’t break my heart
when I am ready to give it too you;
I will make the journey of love, of our relationship worth while,
nothing you will ever regret,
in hopes that one day when someone
asks you who your first true love was,
you’ll remember me and smile and say
”this girl, who turned my world upside down”
she needs time alone.
she needs time to think.
time to pull herself together again.
I'm a wishful thinker.
I can continue wishing for love even though
time and time again, I am turned down, heartbroken,
and utterly alone. Yeah. I'm a wishful thinker all right.
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, I’m sorry
I lie because I'm afraid.
Afraid of what I am,
Who I'm supposed to be,
and who I once was.
I've hit the self-destructive button
for years now, destroying everything I am.
Trying to rebuild, then destroying
and rebuilding myself all over again.
But mostly I lie because
I'd rather not admit to myself
the person I turned out to be
and what a big disappointment that was.
I hope you don't disappoint me
cause this is your second, and last, chance.
You won't get another do-over.
Being a strong person means
knowing that in the end everything is gonna be okay.
If something is meant to be,
then you have to know that no matter what,
it will find a way.