Jan 02, 2007 13:28
So.. After almost a year of not writing in here… I decided to pick it back up
I know like no one reads these anymore and I don’t really care that much anywho because I am not necessarily doing it for anyone but me
I had a good laugh… and some sighs last night..
I went through this thing back like 220 entry’s… man how things have changed.. I am not even that person anymore, or is anyone I was writing about. In a way it made me sad but I also laugh.. But again… I am okay with how things have unfolded…
But god am I happy the new year has come along. I like the idea of starting over.. New beginnings!
This summer was a lot of fun I did some CRAZY things and if given the chance I might take a few back… but what can ya do?.. nothing except move on and understand that its in the past
And there are people out there who don’t want to get over the things of the past and move on so those people I am always moving on from.
I’ve made mistakes… but I’ve learned. I don’t mean to hold grudges and be stubborn but the last thing I need at this point, is fake “temporary” people around be again I don’t mean to be bitter, I forgive for sure but I well not forget anymore.. too many times have things I’ve said and done been forgiven but not forgotten that I don’t have it n me any long to treat people the manner in which I am not getting treated…
I am excited for a new year and a new me! ;) I am gona get back in shape.. get a new job and be a new person. Not that I think there’s something wrong with me now.. I just no I can be a better person and be happier with my self.
I love my friends!
Krystina and Kristin have helped me so much! I haven’t known Kris all that long but she’s amazing and I feel like we’ve been buddies for a LONG! Time :-p and Krystina and I go way back but she’s like a sister to me! <3
Garrett! Dude! Donno what I would do w/out him! :) he’s my best friend in the world!!
I know no friends are more important in quality not quantity anymore I don’t need a lot of people we really aren’t real around me. I’d rather have 3 best friends and call it a day! :-p
So today… I am working 5-9
Easy day
Its gold card Tuesday… busiest day of the month at beautyfirst ;) so it’ll go by FAST!
Then idk what I am doin? Hopefully something?...
Tomorrow, I have my boys! And I am excited because I haven’t seen them in like 2weeks :-[ so I miss this something crazy!
… idk maannn
<3 his should be fun… writing ((typing)) in here again
I’ll update soon…