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Well, I would like to think that things would be different this year, that I wouldn't be going back and forth.
It looks like that isn't going to happen. I try not to be a pessimist but it is starting to prove difficult. I don't like to think that I'm letting myself and probably other people down, but I am.
I went to Tokyo with my father. Supposedly there's a doctor there who thinks he knows what to do with me, was what I was told. Not surprisingly, he could do nothing but run some tests and offer to let me stay there to discover what was going on. My father wanted me to but I said no. I don't need to stay there when there is someone right here doing more work than anyone ever has.
The only thing that bothers me is that my father does not trust me. He doesn't think that Orochimaru-san is really doing anything to help me.
It looks like that isn't going to happen. I try not to be a pessimist but it is starting to prove difficult. I don't like to think that I'm letting myself and probably other people down, but I am.
I went to Tokyo with my father. Supposedly there's a doctor there who thinks he knows what to do with me, was what I was told. Not surprisingly, he could do nothing but run some tests and offer to let me stay there to discover what was going on. My father wanted me to but I said no. I don't need to stay there when there is someone right here doing more work than anyone ever has.
The only thing that bothers me is that my father does not trust me. He doesn't think that Orochimaru-san is really doing anything to help me.