I thought third time was the charm, but apparently, I thought wrong.
I feel so undeniably lonely. To the point where i miss home. I really miss home. I miss J (probably my best friend in high school), I miss Rose, I miss my cat, I miss the feeling of knowing that people care. I miss my friends that moved away from Orlando (ahem, cough lung, keegan, cough lung again).
I am so absolutely tired of the manipulative people that i know who claim to preach one thing, and are hypocritical and do exactly the oppposite of what they claim to preach to the choir? Don't you absolutely loathe that? I do.
Don't you just wish that there was one day where nothing went wrong? I don't want it to even be perfect, but just where nothing goes bad. I do. I want for one day to have a good day at work. But that hardly happens at all. I really dislike target as much as i did before despite this promotion. I have been so unhappy for months now, and I can't seem to find one thing that makes me happy. Also, there are not that many people that i can trust anymore.
The diet- I fell off the horse.
You know what, venting in my livejournal really isn't making me feel much better at all. I really thought it would. Its just making me want to vent more.
Errr!!!
October 24th will mark 2 years since Jesse passed away. I miss that kid a lot. He was a goddamn genius.
I am so absolutely tired of the manipulative people that i know who claim to preach one thing, and are hypocritical and do exactly the oppposite of what they claim to preach to the choir? Don't you absolutely loathe that? I do.
Don't you just wish that there was one day where nothing went wrong? I don't want it to even be perfect, but just where nothing goes bad. I do. I want for one day to have a good day at work. But that hardly happens at all. I really dislike target as much as i did before despite this promotion. I have been so unhappy for months now, and I can't seem to find one thing that makes me happy. Also, there are not that many people that i can trust anymore.
The diet- I fell off the horse.
You know what, venting in my livejournal really isn't making me feel much better at all. I really thought it would. Its just making me want to vent more.
Errr!!!
October 24th will mark 2 years since Jesse passed away. I miss that kid a lot. He was a goddamn genius.