why me??
man i really hate ankles! im thinking about starting an ANTI-ankle campaign! what i plan to acomplish with this i havent quite figured out yet but thats besides the point! o and just to get everybody on track i went to the trainer this morning, he thinks its fractured. i go in on weds for xrays. i am so mad. i am finally in shape from my last fracture (other ankle) and now if this one is fractured all my hard work to get back where i was will be gone again. and no one understands. everyone thinks im blowing this whole thing outta proportion but it is so hard to sit out knowing that you cant do anything. i dont think i can take it again. and all i have to say is dont judge me until you walk a mile in my shoes well actually my boot. and i am so uncomfortable its the worst pain in the world, i cant sleep, i cant eat it hurts so bad! and if it is fractured and i have to sit out the whole time i will be thinking about if sports is worth it. what is the point in playing if you are just gonna be hurt all the time?
and everytime i think about sitting out it makes me wanna cry. i just cant take it
but on a diff note...i think something is wrong with me, i seem to manage to attract psycos. first theres well i choose not to say his name but he really creeps me out, i try to avoid him and he finds me, and i dunno he always trys to talk to me but i dont want to! and he knows too much about me
and then theres another one that i havent actually met but hes telling me he wants me to be his and that he loves me and thats is just kinda scary. so yea hes a NO!
but then again there are like 2 i have a crush on and one i really like but i dont wanna tell anyone about them. cause i know i dont have a chance. out of the 3, i tried it out with and me and him just didnt hit it off well i guess you could say that. one is just i dunno maybe it could work but i doubt he feels that way about me, and the one i really like has a gf