RP Log: A Rattling in the Closet
[01:50] * Kurtlet_yard comes out of the Sanc, angry enough to be puffing some serious brimstone
[01:50] Phoenix[Yard]: You're one to talk...
[01:50] Phoenix[Yard]: ?
[01:51] Kurtlet_yard: ...Phoenix.
[01:51] * Edgeworth[yard] hmphs a bit. "I certainly wear a dark shade of.." He glances over at Kurt.
[01:51] Phoenix[Yard]: H...huh?
[01:51] * Kurtlet_yard stalks over.
[01:51] Kurtlet_yard: So this man with the burn on his forehead is an unrepentant rapist?
[01:51] Phoenix[Yard]: !!
[01:51] * Phoenix[Yard] shoots a look over at Edgeworth.
[01:51] Edgeworth[yard]: ...
[01:51] * Edgeworth[yard] scowls again and looks away.
[01:52] Phoenix[Yard]: He... he's got... he's got issues. He's been taught he's perfect. Right now, he's not mature enough to know otherwise...
[01:52] Kurtlet_yard: I do not know how things are in your world, but in mine, all civilized countries lock people like that up.
[01:52] Phoenix[Yard]: It's more complicated than that, Kurt!
[01:52] Kurtlet_yard: I don't care WHAT he's been taught.
[01:52] * Edgeworth[yard] speaks very tersely, "There is no need to encourage the spread of rumors at this time."
[01:52] Kurtlet_yard: What court in the world would go 'oh he feels he is perfect. That makes it okay'
[01:53] Phoenix[Yard]: It's NOT okay!
[01:53] Edgeworth[yard]: And there is no need for a swarm of crusaders trying to crucify him.
[01:53] * Kurtlet_yard is really mad about this. Really mad.
[01:53] Kurtlet_yard: Crucify him? I would not do him the /honor/.
[01:53] Phoenix[Yard]: Damn it, Kurt, you don't understand!
[01:54] Kurtlet_yard: If you think you can keep him from raping anyone else, whatever. Just don't let /me/ see him.
[01:54] * Kurtlet_yard turns and heads for...the roof. Yes.
[01:54] Phoenix[Yard]: ...
[01:54] * Phoenix[Yard] turns back to Edgeworth. "Christ, Edgeworth, I'm sorry about that..."
[01:54] *** SomeLurk has joined #TheYard.
[01:54] *** Savannah has joined #TheYard.
[01:54] * Edgeworth[yard] looks off to the side. "Would you stop apologizing?"
[01:54] Phoenix[Yard]: ...
[01:54] * Savannah shows up in the midst of this. Hello.
[01:54] *** HiroNakamura has joined #TheYard.
[01:54] Savannah: uhm...tea?
[01:55] HiroNakamura: ((*lurk*))
[01:55] * Kurtlet_yard is just disappearing onto the roof. THere goes his tail
[01:55] Phoenix[Yard]: ...yeah, that might be good right now.
[01:55] Savannah: Kurt!
[01:55] Edgeworth[yard]: I do not blame you for this.
[01:55] * Savannah hands over the tea without looking at Phoenix, and starts running to where she saw Kurt dissapear.
[01:55] Phoenix[Yard]: And I don't blame you.
[01:55] Phoenix[Yard]: ...er, tea?
[01:56] * Phoenix[Yard] sighs, sitting down with the tray. Might as well, as long as he has it. He pours himself a cup.
[01:56] * Kurtlet_yard 's head appears over the edge. "Hi Savvy. I'm not in a good mood right now. You should probably go back inside."
[01:56] Savannah: oh...okay.
[01:56] * Savannah goes back inside.
((Some time passes))
[02:34] * Some[yard] stomps out, gets a good distance away from the door, and just /screams/ into the trees.
[02:35] * Kurtlet_yard is still on the roof. He was on the other side, not visible, but then two yellow points appear. Screaming, wtf?
[02:35] * Some[yard] is angryscreaming, eyes squeezed shut, hands in fists, teeth bared. He thinks he's alone.
[02:37] * Kurtlet_yard scrubs his face quickly on his shirt and scuttles over the roof.
[02:38] Kurtlet_yard: Some? Are you okay?
[02:40] * Some[yard] stops, and looks up. The shades are off, and his eyes look like black pits. "Did I kill the only Octavius worth knowing, Kurt? Why are the rest such fucking assholes?"
[02:43] * Kurtlet_yard sighs and drops down. "It wasn't his fault. Hell, I wish he'd done more to that fucker."
[02:44] Some[yard]: He's so proud of himself. Dick. Like he's not a murderer and a terrorist and a complete jackass. I don't see anyone burning anything into his head.
[02:45] Some[yard]: Did you know he burnt Mr. Osborn's face off once?
[02:46] Kurtlet_yard: ...No. Doesn't he work for Herr Osborn?
[02:46] * Kurtlet_yard sortof remembers hearing that
[02:46] * Some[yard] nods. "This was before, though. When Norman was a god."
[02:47] Some[yard]: Pants whinged for ages about how he didn't -know- the poison would hurt him, how he was just -testing- it. Yeah, testing to see how it'd work on Norman. I was so... So angry.
[02:47] Kurtlet_yard: He was a god? O__o Wow. What happened?
[02:48] *** Phoenix_Wright has signed off IRC (Exit: ).
[02:49] * Some[yard] shakes his head. "Just... things. He's still /my/ god and I don't care."
[02:51] * Kurtlet_yard frowns a bit at that but just pushes some leaves around. "I just... It's dangerous enough around here with lols making people forget themselves and things like this, without letting rapists run around. People can kill for many reasons, but you don't rape anyone by accident."
[02:52] * Some[yard] kicks the ground. "It's the fucking Nexus. You'd be surprised." And he's heading farther into the trees, because he has to keep moving.
[02:53] *** Terana has joined #TheYard.
[02:53] Kurtlet_yard: "I guess. You'd think people would care more about those who don't respect other people's safety, in a place where we all just get along out of some sort of...unspoken agreement But nooo, there are extenuating circumstances. They would have said the same about Private Sher- ... About anyone." He follows along.
[02:54] * Some[yard] stops, drawn up short. "Private who?" Oh please, Kurt, give him someone to hunt and kill.
[02:55] * Kurtlet_yard grimaces and shakes his head
[02:57] * Some[yard] scowls. "I know someone hurt you, Kurt."
[02:59] * Kurtlet_yard hunkers over a bit, covering his torso. "It doesn't matter."
[03:00] Some[yard]: ...
[03:01] * Some[yard] is low and quiet, crouching to his eye level. "Now who's protecting a rapist?"
[03:01] octopus: ((Ock: Now who's plotting to kill a rapist?))
[03:01] Kurtlet_yard: Protecting him?!
[03:01] * Some[yard] is making an assumption here, but he's had more than enough clues...
[03:01] * Kurtlet_yard whirls and PUNCHES a tree
[03:02] Kurtlet_yard: I don't WANT to fucking tell you his name, okay?
[03:02] Kurtlet_yard: I don't want to REMEMBER his name!
[03:02] Kurtlet_yard: Do you wnat to know how they got me to kill, then? Do you REALLY want to fucking knwo?
[03:02] Kurtlet_yard: ((damn fingers))
[03:02] *** octopus has signed off IRC (Exit: ).
[03:04] * Some[yard] flinches. "You don't want to remember, but you do. All of it."
[03:05] Kurtlet_yard: They TOOK ME from my HOME. I ate nothing, I would not move, I would do nothing they wanted, I would not eat. I was waiting to DIE because they would not let me kill myself! Even when they brought the others in, broke their legs to make me move, broke Rogues arm in front of me, I would not! I would not let them make me kill!
[03:06] Kurtlet_yard: And so then they let this... then he comes in. The hall is open, everyone can see and hear and he... I don't know how many times. And-and then it is me and him in a room and there is a knife.
[03:06] Kurtlet_yard: Some, I DO NOT WANT TO REMEMBER HIS NAME.
[03:09] Kurtlet_yard: I hate it. I hate everything I became. I want it to go away from me. If we are what our experiences have made us, I do not want to be this person!
[03:10] * Kurtlet_yard pulls at the fur of his arms, as if he could rip his skin off
[03:11] * Some[yard] hisses, somehow both threat and sympathy, and reaches out to grab his shoulder and pull him into a rough hug.
[03:16] * Kurtlet_yard drops to his knees. "It...it didn't matter after that. I'd already...I ripped him up and I don't remember doing it. So after that it didn't matter what I did."
[03:17] *** Miles_Edgeworth has signed off IRC (Exit: ).
[03:17] * Some[yard] kneels with him, and... no, he can't say that. "Kurt, there's never a point when it stops mattering."
[03:19] Kurtlet_yard: Then I am doubly damned. I became everything I wanted to be. I eliminated whoever they pointed me at...and I killed them when I tried to get away. And even that didn't matter. I attacked my friends...they were /right/ to lock me up, they were /right./
[03:19] Kurtlet_yard: *they wanted me to be
[03:20] Kurtlet_yard: ((sorry. 3 am.))
[03:21] Some[yard]: Fine, you're damned. You're damned to the Nexus, where you'll never have to kill again.
[03:22] * Kurtlet_yard buries his face in Some's shoulder and gets /his/ t-shirt wet too. "I don't want to kill anymore."
[03:24] * Some[yard] holds him very tight, face against his hair. "Don't have to. You don't-"
[03:28] * Kurtlet_yard doesn't have much left in him, since he vented up on the roof, so it's not very long until he wears out* I'm sorry...I'm sorry...
[03:30] *** Sky[lurks] has signed off IRC (Exit: duck...duck...duck...GOOSE! *runs*).
[03:32] * Some[yard] rocks with him. He needs the contact comfort too, and he's so very glad that Kurt can't see the expression on his face right now.
[03:35] Kurtlet_yard: I'm sorry I...scared you away earlier. *sniff* I won't yell anymore.
[03:35] *** HiroNakamura has signed off IRC (Exit: ).
[03:37] * Some[yard] can't answer for a moment. "Wasn't you."
[03:37] Kurtlet_yard: Should've left too. I just get awful.
[03:38] * Kurtlet_yard closes his eyes and just leans
[03:40] Some[yard]: I have a world I go to... when things are too much. It's beautiful. There are lions.
[03:41] Kurtlet_yard: I try to go back home. To the Alps. It doesn't work though. Everything just follows me, unless Jean was there, and she never will be again and I don't want it following me. *babbles*
[03:42] Some[yard]: Come with me?
[03:43] * Kurtlet_yard leans back a little bit and blinks wetly. "Mm? Oh. /OH/. Well of course an actual place. A-heheh, sorry. I would like to see lions.
[03:44] * Some[yard] smiles, a tiny bit. "They're huge. And there's not a human on the entire planet."
[03:45] * Kurtlet_yard sniffs and scrubs his face with his shirt again. "Really? Happy lions, then."
[03:47] Some[yard]: Lions and mammoths and horses, oh my. It's a beautiful place.
[03:47] * Kurtlet_yard could almost curl up right here in the nice dark woods. But mammoths!
[03:48] * Kurtlet_yard gives a little smile and a nod though: let's go!*
[03:48] Terana: ((Awww.))
[03:49] * Some[yard] uncurls, offering Kurt a hand. "But I'm not bringing a mammoth home for you. Last time I tried that, I knocked myself out."
[03:50] Kurtlet_yard: Oh, I'll bet between the two of us, we could get a mammoth. We'd just have to coordinate really well. *stands and takes the hand* I'd hate to show up at a party with half a mammoth.
[03:51] Some[yard]: Better than a whole mammoth. They're mean buggers. *And vanish?*
[03:52] Kurtlet_yard: *and scene!*