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I do this thing... where I'm worried about something, so I spend the days leading up to whenever it's supposed to happen just WORRYING and WORRYING over it until I made myself sick. It got to the point today where I thought I was going to throw up... and then the thing I was waiting for (my ex going to talk to my landlord about moving out, I thought she was going to say she wanted ME out) happened... and it turned out I had nothing to worry about. Of course. So I spent my whole weekend feeling sick for nothing. I really hate when I do that. Although the feeling of that weight being lifted is nice.
In unrelated news, I had a really creepy dream last night. It was made even creepier, I think, by the fact that it was so short. In the dream I was laying in bed sleeping on my back with my eyes closed, and I felt someone crawl onto the bed and lay on my left side. I knew they were there (I even knew it was a man, somehow), but I couldn't open my eyes to look. I spent like a whole minute trying to force my eyes open, and when I finally did, I could see them right next to me, staring at me, but I couldn't turn my head and I couldn't open my mouth to scream. I kept trying and trying and only breathy sounds would come out. And then finally the person beside me shifted slightly and I opened my mouth and SCREAMED- And sat straight up in bed, wide awake. I'm not sure if I screamed out loud or not, but I do know that my heart was POUNDING and I kept checking the room/bed to make sure I was alone. Geez, that scared me!
In unrelated news, I had a really creepy dream last night. It was made even creepier, I think, by the fact that it was so short. In the dream I was laying in bed sleeping on my back with my eyes closed, and I felt someone crawl onto the bed and lay on my left side. I knew they were there (I even knew it was a man, somehow), but I couldn't open my eyes to look. I spent like a whole minute trying to force my eyes open, and when I finally did, I could see them right next to me, staring at me, but I couldn't turn my head and I couldn't open my mouth to scream. I kept trying and trying and only breathy sounds would come out. And then finally the person beside me shifted slightly and I opened my mouth and SCREAMED- And sat straight up in bed, wide awake. I'm not sure if I screamed out loud or not, but I do know that my heart was POUNDING and I kept checking the room/bed to make sure I was alone. Geez, that scared me!