Crabby Week
I have been so crabby this week!
I know why, too. I let other people get under my skin. Why do I let what other people say bother me so much? I know the answer to that too, but it's too Grumples and crabby and pud-like to say.
I have been very judgmental and angry lately. Amanda advised me to use throw-Kleenex-box-against-wall therapy in order to release some of my aggression. I almost did, but stopped myself. I might tomorrow or the next day or the next, depending on what happens.
It's the LSATs, on top of not feeling well this week, on top of realizing I have no idea what I want to with my future, on top of bundling it all up inside.
One of my biggest flaws is that I let what other people say affect me... a lot. I know I can't do that, but learning how not to is such a hard process. It's that whole personal growth thing.
I hate personal growth.
And I have to do it all the time.
Ugh.
I know why, too. I let other people get under my skin. Why do I let what other people say bother me so much? I know the answer to that too, but it's too Grumples and crabby and pud-like to say.
I have been very judgmental and angry lately. Amanda advised me to use throw-Kleenex-box-against-wall therapy in order to release some of my aggression. I almost did, but stopped myself. I might tomorrow or the next day or the next, depending on what happens.
It's the LSATs, on top of not feeling well this week, on top of realizing I have no idea what I want to with my future, on top of bundling it all up inside.
One of my biggest flaws is that I let what other people say affect me... a lot. I know I can't do that, but learning how not to is such a hard process. It's that whole personal growth thing.
I hate personal growth.
And I have to do it all the time.
Ugh.