I feel so restless lately. It feels as though I'm not where I'm supposed to be. I've been so anxious about school lately and I want to get a job too. But it seems as though I've been keeping myself busy with a lot of petty things.
Erin was telling me about how she went to school drunk every day last semester and she still managed to get a 3.5. If it's that easy to pass in that school, I'm horrified. I want to work for what I want, not have it all drop into my lap. :\ I don't even know how my classes will be like because they've all been based my on how my transcript looked since my transferring from another school exempted me from the placement exams. I wish I'd been given a chance to, because I have a feeling that I'm going to have some bullshit classes. And most of them are two hours and forty-five minutes long, if not more. Jesus Christ. The least I could hope for is air conditioning and decent instructors.
I'm really tired of driving around. I think I've driven more than 2,000 miles since my dad's been away. My friends need to get their licenses (or at least drive around enough that they get better at it) so I could take a breather, cause being the designated driver sucks, honestly. And even when Gil got his license, I still had to take care of him because at the time he was taking medicine that made him drowsy and I had to drive when I'd been on my feet for like 10+ hours at work. I don't even know how he survived getting to Edgewater. So much for a ride home, hahah.
I surprised Chrissy today. It's her birthday and she thought it'd be crappy like the rest of them have been, but Eric and I decided she needed a change of scenery. I picked him up around one, got a cake from PathMark, and then picked up Tina. We arrived at her house around two and we had to coax her out of the house while Eric waited in the car with the cake all lit up. She'd taken so long that the ropes on the candle had all burned out, so she was left with a waxy looking cake. Hahah. I brought us to Mitsuwa and we had lunch, and we hung around and I chilled with Danjyu for a little bit during his break. We went to B&N afterwards and I bought the new White Stripes CD at the FYE adjacent to it. :D Then we went back home and I parked near Newport and we got bubble tea and just ambled around a bit. I walked around with Tina while Eric and Chrissy spent time together, which is always the case, haha. Tina had to go home because she had to cook dinner for her family, so we went in search of the love birds but we couldn't find them. We looked all over the pier, and then we eventually got tired and we sat down for a while and talked some more. By the time we were starting back towards where I'd parked, we ran into Chrissy and Eric. They'd been at Newport Mall the entire time, and we weren't able to get a hold of them because neither of them have cell phones. ._.,
I drove everyone home afterwards and now I'm here. And pooped.
Drinking and barbecue party on Thursday, yay!
I swear I am not budging at all next week, except for maybe my physical therapy. I need a vacation from my vacation.
I sometimes wonder if people notice when they're being inconsiderate. :\
Oh well. And such is life, I suppose.