Its Hard To Be A Saint In The City

[allheartsbreak]

Well Liam was born yesterday, hes really cute, 7lbs 1oz and red hair. We went to see him at the hospital and i got to hold him and he looked up at me and he made life seem so simple. I'm suppose to go see him tomorrow too, so that will be nice, it'll be his first day home from the hospital. Yesterday was a really bad day other than that though. I said a lot of shitty things and i need to organize my life. I'm goin to see rob in less than a month and i gotta make a bunch of decisions by then, its gonna be really hard. I'm not sure what to do. I talked to him on the phone this afternoon and he was really nice about everything and he keeps saying he wants me to come but im not sure i can leave. eh fuck. His little brother is sick and they had to take him to the hospital this weekend, i guess he has pnuemonia or something, i feel really bad, i wish i could be there to help out. well today was ok i guess. some shitty stuff happened but whatever. good stuff happened too. ive been playing my guitar all afternoon, and i watched the blood brothers dvd again its so fucking good. hmm well i need to go do some thinking whatever. bye

Well now Hazy Davy got really hurt he ran into the lake in just his socks and a shirt
Me and Crazy Janey was makin love in the dirt singin our birthday songs...