Just when you think it's safe...
She left me.. last night, just up and gone... "I don't think we should talk anymore"... I told her I wouldn't fight her if she said it was over. I told her that I wouldn't force the issue... but it hurts so bad at the moment.. I want to scream and cry and shout.. but I won't do any of the above.. I'll just sit here quietly with my little journal that no one ever reads and pour a little bit of my pain into it before trying to move on. God.. I keep praying that this is just temporary.. that she's just "in a slump".. that she doesn't know exactly what she's thinking and she'll come back.. but.. wish in one hand and shit in the other and see wich one fills up first... you know how that's going to go...