IOWA
well I got laid off from the CCCi job so im here in Des Moines trying to find another job, i think next week i might do construction for this place with my boy Joe. On the days that i had off i decided to go check out the Urbandale library where I checked out a book called Jihad: Rise of militant Islam in Central Asia. It was a great book that goes in depth with the Islamic guerrilla movements in Central Asia and it goes back to the rise of the taliban and the history of Al Qaeda. From then on I decided to read the holy Qur'an, which im still reading and what started out to be like an experiment to know what the nation of Islam was all about turned out to be a life changing experience for me. I cant explain what happened inside me while reading the surahs of the Qur'an but i can tell you its something beyond love beyond the greatest feeling ever. I felt happy eventhough im away from my family and i felt security when my life is so far from been secured, i felt company by me at all times when i only felt lonely before. Its like the answer to what i been looking for was right there all along and i have found it and i have decided to follow it. I went to the Islamic center od Des Moines where i signed up to sunday school to learn more about the holy Qur'an and the worship of Allah and now im going fully to convert to the nation of Islam. I took all my piercings off and i quit drinking and smoking and having sex and i dont care about it anymore because Allah and his love is guiding me to the path of righteousness. "those who belive in the signs of Allah and bow down in worship wont have to suffer or have pain in the hereafter for the creator of the world and heavens will have a beautiful garden where our souls will be in peace with our ancestors who followed the path of Allah and his almighty will be just another friend of ours in the hereafter." Im happy and chillen here I dont know when i will be coming down not that anyone really gives a crap but i dont care for is my family who i miss the most. over and out