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is it just her age? as mature as she always appears, is it just simply her lack of life experiences that makes her flake out like she tends to do sometimes? or maybe, everything is even worse with her parents then she lets on, and she is under total lockdown, and she's risking everything to contact me as much, or as little, as she does now...
if the latter is the case, could i deal with that? could i overcome my attention appetite for her?
maybe?
maybe not...
or maybe, the whole thing is just one big elaborate lye. a deception for nothing more than her own personal entertainment...
sick
god i wish there was a way to know for sure
if the latter is the case, could i deal with that? could i overcome my attention appetite for her?
maybe?
maybe not...
or maybe, the whole thing is just one big elaborate lye. a deception for nothing more than her own personal entertainment...
sick
god i wish there was a way to know for sure