Nov 18, 2002 20:45
He told me he's leaving again, why did I have to fuck up when I had the chance? I havent been myself for so long, I really do detest everything about myself, yes Leigh I'm a stereotype. I DONT CARE.
I've convinced myself that he's everything I need, so if I did get him *which I wont and I wish everyone would stop pretending otherwise* I'd have to be happy... lol how2 the fuck would I cope with that?