Nov 16, 2005 20:33
My heart hurts a lot. I love emotional talks with my SB. I never realized how wore out you get just from crying. i fell off my horse today, but i think thats what i needed to snap back to the real world, i have been in this stupid dream-like state for a while now just because of this girl who i used to spend every second with is now gone. i cant wait for france, MAD and i have already made a list of phrases that we will need for the trip like.... I am an american and im easy, wheres the nearest drug lord, get me drunk and etc. it will be hella fun. and im siiiiked. lol
people here need to lighten up.
i've started smoking cigars, because i think its funny. Im addicted to my roommate, though we are currently in a fight because i was PMSing and suggested she should move out. she slapped me and i didnt care but now she still wont talk to me. My English teacher is a hottie and hes really young and he was playing with my hair today in class and he invited me over to watch CSI. Im in love haha. Brian's cool too. haha im kidding Brian i miss you a lot and i cant wait until i can run into your arms in the airport.
the other brian of course is treating me like exhist now because he wants some play over thanksgiving and all i have to say is.... go away lameo
ooooooo. and DAVE IS COMING HOME TOMORROW!!!! AYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYA I MISH YOU DAVE.