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sooooorrrrry :(
- surgery went well. i get the stitches taken out on the 20th, but so far so good. only hitch was that i had to pee in a cup for a pregnancy test before they'd start the surgery, so that took an extra hour...lol.
- still haven't called the therapists to make an appointment. i know i'm slacking, but i cannot begin to explain to you how i feel inside. it's the weirdest thing. there's all the depressed shit, but 9 times out of 10 i couldn't be happier to be alive. like right now.
- just because i haven't called doesn't mean that i'm absolutely not going to. even if they evaluate me and tell me everything's fine, i still think it would be a good idea to have someone on my side that i can talk to to get things off my chest about life in general. :)
- i've basically stopped sleeping, but for one night a week. my mind is telling me that i need to sleep, but i just cannot do it. and once i do fall asleep, it's for a few hours, and i'm up every hour. it blows majorly. oh well. at least i'm still getting up and going on with my life, and i don't feel so tired during the day that i can't function. almost like i slept enough, but i know i haven't.
- HARRY POTTER 6 COMES OUT TONIGHT, and you can bet your pants i pre-ordered those tickets 3 weeks ago. haha. i'm sooo excited!!!!! i'm taking the brothers, and i think they're excited too...it just pales in comparison to mine :)
and that is the story of my life right now :)
deuces.
- surgery went well. i get the stitches taken out on the 20th, but so far so good. only hitch was that i had to pee in a cup for a pregnancy test before they'd start the surgery, so that took an extra hour...lol.
- still haven't called the therapists to make an appointment. i know i'm slacking, but i cannot begin to explain to you how i feel inside. it's the weirdest thing. there's all the depressed shit, but 9 times out of 10 i couldn't be happier to be alive. like right now.
- just because i haven't called doesn't mean that i'm absolutely not going to. even if they evaluate me and tell me everything's fine, i still think it would be a good idea to have someone on my side that i can talk to to get things off my chest about life in general. :)
- i've basically stopped sleeping, but for one night a week. my mind is telling me that i need to sleep, but i just cannot do it. and once i do fall asleep, it's for a few hours, and i'm up every hour. it blows majorly. oh well. at least i'm still getting up and going on with my life, and i don't feel so tired during the day that i can't function. almost like i slept enough, but i know i haven't.
- HARRY POTTER 6 COMES OUT TONIGHT, and you can bet your pants i pre-ordered those tickets 3 weeks ago. haha. i'm sooo excited!!!!! i'm taking the brothers, and i think they're excited too...it just pales in comparison to mine :)
and that is the story of my life right now :)
deuces.