(no subject)
mmmkay.
Just applied to EMTP (department manager training) at Lowe's. My fingers are crossed that I'll get in - I've got to wait for HR to review it, then have an interview before I'll hopefully get in...and that starts in August. So I have to keep my nose clean for that long, at least.
Annnnd then we'll go from there. I wouldn't mind working my way up the ladder, I just don't want to forget about school either. But maybe this is what I'm going to do. Life is hard. Poo.
Still debating about calling up a doctor about "behavioral health". The thing is, I feel depressed most days, and definitely still anxious, it just feels different enough from the first time that I almost feel like I'm talking myself into feeling depressed. Plus it's just so freaking embarrassing to call about ("um yes, what is this appointment for?" "I'm so depressed") It just sounds angsty and ridiculous.
But on the other hand, I might be better off doing it, just to find out.
whatelsewhatelsewhatelse??
Chase Auto Finance department is trying to cut back on paper costs or something, so they sent me three months of statements all at once...worked fine until this one (3rd). Someone janked my last statement/envelope, so now I have to send the payment by itself? Gosh I feel weird about that...
Anyway. movie night with my sister tonight :)
Just applied to EMTP (department manager training) at Lowe's. My fingers are crossed that I'll get in - I've got to wait for HR to review it, then have an interview before I'll hopefully get in...and that starts in August. So I have to keep my nose clean for that long, at least.
Annnnd then we'll go from there. I wouldn't mind working my way up the ladder, I just don't want to forget about school either. But maybe this is what I'm going to do. Life is hard. Poo.
Still debating about calling up a doctor about "behavioral health". The thing is, I feel depressed most days, and definitely still anxious, it just feels different enough from the first time that I almost feel like I'm talking myself into feeling depressed. Plus it's just so freaking embarrassing to call about ("um yes, what is this appointment for?" "I'm so depressed") It just sounds angsty and ridiculous.
But on the other hand, I might be better off doing it, just to find out.
whatelsewhatelsewhatelse??
Chase Auto Finance department is trying to cut back on paper costs or something, so they sent me three months of statements all at once...worked fine until this one (3rd). Someone janked my last statement/envelope, so now I have to send the payment by itself? Gosh I feel weird about that...
Anyway. movie night with my sister tonight :)