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This weather sucks ass.
I'm desperately hoping for a D+ or better in my last class. If not, no France. Well, I'll still be going to France; I already bought the plane ticket...but I won't be going with the school's program.
I'm so busy all the time. I got hired back in at the doctor's office that I used to work at...so I definitely work 20 hours there per week and 35-40 at MC now. Ahhh.
I'm sort of depressed. It might be the rain, but I'm not sure I like how I've handled my life in the past couple of years. I miss the people I used to hang out with. I made mistakes, and I'm sorry for them. Well, some of them. I'm sorry for the ones I was talking about before I started thinking about mistakes that I've made. I don't think I'm making any sense anymore. Big surprise there.
Anyway, hopefully this summer I'll get a chance to reconnect with people that I cut out of my life. That I shouldn't have cut out in the first place.
*Why* am I sitting here praying for a D+ or higher?? Why?? I'm a genius. (Well, okay, maybe that's pushing it). But still - why wasn't I smart enough to go to class? To raise my hand once in a while? To do the reading? Why do I do this to myself semester after semester??
Basically, I'm a moron.
I have to go help little dude with his spelling.
I'm desperately hoping for a D+ or better in my last class. If not, no France. Well, I'll still be going to France; I already bought the plane ticket...but I won't be going with the school's program.
I'm so busy all the time. I got hired back in at the doctor's office that I used to work at...so I definitely work 20 hours there per week and 35-40 at MC now. Ahhh.
I'm sort of depressed. It might be the rain, but I'm not sure I like how I've handled my life in the past couple of years. I miss the people I used to hang out with. I made mistakes, and I'm sorry for them. Well, some of them. I'm sorry for the ones I was talking about before I started thinking about mistakes that I've made. I don't think I'm making any sense anymore. Big surprise there.
Anyway, hopefully this summer I'll get a chance to reconnect with people that I cut out of my life. That I shouldn't have cut out in the first place.
*Why* am I sitting here praying for a D+ or higher?? Why?? I'm a genius. (Well, okay, maybe that's pushing it). But still - why wasn't I smart enough to go to class? To raise my hand once in a while? To do the reading? Why do I do this to myself semester after semester??
Basically, I'm a moron.
I have to go help little dude with his spelling.