i wrote you something shiny and new

[allfellsofast]

i forgot about everything
when i came home this morning;
disheveled and exhausted.
figers sliding over keys into lock and door open
finding a roommate sleeping forgotten alone.

i wish i hadn't found her here

myself finding someone old to myself
forgotten and alone contemplative
sliding down the wall crying
baring soul bearing weight
of the mind
reminding myself of who i once was

with you.