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is anyone watching the programme on bbc one?
owh it's just finished
i actually couldn't stop crying.
the girl hayley who was 19, she has like the best look on life and even though she's different and everyone stares at her and calls her names, she doesn't let it get her down. she's had over 70 operations, at each one hoping her face will look more normal.
it made me realise how obsessed everyone is with the whole being beautiful and looking perfect thing and just image altogether-we are all complete bitches when it comes to that, some ppl may not think so, but seriously who isn't? we may not mean to be, but we are.
the way we look really shouldn't matter as much as it does but i'm not sure it will ever change.
owhh.
i really hate myself now, in fact everyone, i don't exactly know why.
^^ aaaaajfhasgsjdssdgjhabdjghdmngzdngksdhgjshjbgxjdghfgurhgakhgklsajdgklajglhgsdtjiaskisaytluyatoynjhusdhg
i'll stop now.
love you
x x x x x
owh it's just finished
i actually couldn't stop crying.
the girl hayley who was 19, she has like the best look on life and even though she's different and everyone stares at her and calls her names, she doesn't let it get her down. she's had over 70 operations, at each one hoping her face will look more normal.
it made me realise how obsessed everyone is with the whole being beautiful and looking perfect thing and just image altogether-we are all complete bitches when it comes to that, some ppl may not think so, but seriously who isn't? we may not mean to be, but we are.
the way we look really shouldn't matter as much as it does but i'm not sure it will ever change.
owhh.
i really hate myself now, in fact everyone, i don't exactly know why.
^^ aaaaajfhasgsjdssdgjhabdjghdmngzdngksdhgjshjbgxjdghfgurhgakhgklsajdgklajglhgsdtjiaskisaytluyatoynjhusdhg
i'll stop now.
love you
x x x x x