tell me lover, are you lonely?
a good day, studying Flemish painting and manuscript illumination. my essay in that class was pushed back till the 28th of novemeber instead of next week.
just waiting to get into the shower, laura is in there currently.
i slept badly last night, 2 nightmares, one that really upset me that i ended up screwing my whole neck up cause in my sleep i was attempting to get away and completely fucked it up.
i dont know why i am in such a good mood, perhaps i am begining to come to terms with my most recent insanity...or maybe i feel better after paul and mine tear filled weekend of arguements that never seemed to end.
i feel antsy, i want to celebrate me today, i dont know why. maybe i will reward myself by going to the gym, and feeling even BETTER bout myself.
my confidance comes and goes, mostly goes so its nice to have it back again for at least a little while.
its cold in my room, i like the cold. it keeps me on my toes. warmth just makes you want to fall asleep.
i want a piercing. i have the money too right now. im debating it seriously. i wonder if it will hurt. i dont care if it does, i just want the re-coop time to be fast, unlike my second tattoo which took forever to heal.
i want to dance in the streets and sing RENT and be me. I feel like me again.
happy go lucky alley, and yet i dont know why.
i love the high before the fall.
Come to decide that the things that I tried
Were in my life just to get high on
When I sit alone
Come get a little lone
But I need more than myself this time
Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe that we rely on
When I lay it on
Come get the play it on
All my life to sacrifice
Hey Oh
Listen what I say oh
I got your
Hey Oh
Now listen what I say oh
When will I know that I really can go
To the well one small town to decide on
When its killing me, when will I really see
All that I need to look inside
Come to believe that I better not leave
Before I get my chance to ride
When its killing me, what do I really need
All that I need to look inside
The more I see the less I know
The more I'd like to let it go
People need the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Marry me divided by a work so undecided
And theres no where to go
In between the cover of another perfect wonder
And its all white as snow
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed
And theres no where to go
When to descend to a man for a friend
All the channels that are broken now
Now you bring it up, Im gonna ring it up
Just to hear you sing it out
Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe what we rely on
When I lay it on
Come get the play it on
All my life to sacrifice
The more I see the less I know
The more I'd like to let it go
People need the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Marry me divided by a work so undecided
And theres no where go
In between the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed
And theres no where to go
People need the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Marry me divided by a work of undecided
And theres no where go
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed
And theres no where to go
Hey hey yeah
just waiting to get into the shower, laura is in there currently.
i slept badly last night, 2 nightmares, one that really upset me that i ended up screwing my whole neck up cause in my sleep i was attempting to get away and completely fucked it up.
i dont know why i am in such a good mood, perhaps i am begining to come to terms with my most recent insanity...or maybe i feel better after paul and mine tear filled weekend of arguements that never seemed to end.
i feel antsy, i want to celebrate me today, i dont know why. maybe i will reward myself by going to the gym, and feeling even BETTER bout myself.
my confidance comes and goes, mostly goes so its nice to have it back again for at least a little while.
its cold in my room, i like the cold. it keeps me on my toes. warmth just makes you want to fall asleep.
i want a piercing. i have the money too right now. im debating it seriously. i wonder if it will hurt. i dont care if it does, i just want the re-coop time to be fast, unlike my second tattoo which took forever to heal.
i want to dance in the streets and sing RENT and be me. I feel like me again.
happy go lucky alley, and yet i dont know why.
i love the high before the fall.
Come to decide that the things that I tried
Were in my life just to get high on
When I sit alone
Come get a little lone
But I need more than myself this time
Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe that we rely on
When I lay it on
Come get the play it on
All my life to sacrifice
Hey Oh
Listen what I say oh
I got your
Hey Oh
Now listen what I say oh
When will I know that I really can go
To the well one small town to decide on
When its killing me, when will I really see
All that I need to look inside
Come to believe that I better not leave
Before I get my chance to ride
When its killing me, what do I really need
All that I need to look inside
The more I see the less I know
The more I'd like to let it go
People need the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Marry me divided by a work so undecided
And theres no where to go
In between the cover of another perfect wonder
And its all white as snow
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed
And theres no where to go
When to descend to a man for a friend
All the channels that are broken now
Now you bring it up, Im gonna ring it up
Just to hear you sing it out
Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe what we rely on
When I lay it on
Come get the play it on
All my life to sacrifice
The more I see the less I know
The more I'd like to let it go
People need the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Marry me divided by a work so undecided
And theres no where go
In between the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed
And theres no where to go
People need the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Marry me divided by a work of undecided
And theres no where go
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where its all white as snow
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed
And theres no where to go
Hey hey yeah