x.HATE.x Why Hate me?

[alleyezonmee]

2nd update today, yah the whole thing about using me for my car, i dont beleive it, but thats wut it seems like. i no longer have a friend anymore because she is now with her boyfriend all the time. not only that, you dont see me ditching my friends for a guy. It dont happen that way. Sorry? IM not apoligizing and i most likely am not gunna let it

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[badxintentions]

Alright, so it took me a bit to think of what to say to these two entries but I think I've got something now.

#1...if you want to believe I used you for your car, go right ahead. However I'd like to point out, if that was the case, I wouldn't have had you and Chris here to watch movies, nor would I have given you money for gas. I have other friends that drive, mark, britney, tom, jenn, and my brother. If I needed a drive, I could get one.

#2...if I wasn't a 'real' friend, I wouldn't have bothered to call you when I found out about Bruce..I would have let you hear about it from someone else. But I had to call you because I knew it would hurt you as much as it had hurt me, and a lot of other people - and I wanted to be there in case you needed someone.

#3...I don't want an apology from Chris, but don't you think it's a little ridiculous for him to tell me to go cut myself somemore, or that I myself should try dieing in a car accident?

#4...If I had WANTED to steal Chris' CD [ as he claims ], I wouldn't have bothered to call and TELL you that I found it in my Kanye case, now would I?

This shit is stupid. You know you are my best friend...above all other people, and I was mad. I was REALLY mad at the things he said to me, even more angry that you didn't care he had said that kind of stuff to me...me, who you said was your best friend.

I love you, and if you need me...I'll be there.
Right now, I think we both need each other.
Or at least, I need you.
We knew Bruce better then a lot of people did -

Call me when you're ready to talk. <33

I love you kymmie.

[alleyezonmee]

yes i understand all that but you should not blame me for sumone elses fault even if he is my boyfriend, if he doesnt feel liek to apoligize then theres nuthin i can do about it. im not gunna apoligize for sumthing i didnt do. i was always there for u and wut not, and i always will be. but do not blame me for this

[badxintentions]

never did i blame you for what he said kymma, the only reason i was even angry at you through this was because for him to have commented and said 'why don't you go cut yourself some more'..you would have had to tell him about that.

and if i'm wrong - and you didn't.
then i apologize.

[alleyezonmee]

i never told him
he saw it on your legs and shit and i guess he assumed that
i wouldnt tell him nor would i backstab u like that
im better then that

[badxintentions]

well then, as i said above..

i apologize.

[alleyezonmee]

so were cool again?

[badxintentions]

yes please.

cuz i fuckin miss you.