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currently sitting here with tights on under my jeans, socks, vest, t-shirt, jumper, jacket, hat and gloves WTF WINTER?! the only source of heat in this house is the kitchen fire which i am perched beside. what even is this.
today was one of those days where i just wanted to kill everyone. people who expect you to be a mind-reader and also watch you do something then once you've finished doing it tell you you need to do it a different way. like, fine, but tell me before i waste my time? and then, perhaps actually know what the fuck you're on about because i subsequently got shouted at by someone else for doing it the second way (i.e. i was RIGHT IN THE FIRST PLACE.) i've stopped counting the days because every time i do it gets longer and longer away. i am literally only right now halfway through (a bit more than halfway because i'm doing like an extra two weeks or some shit but ffs). leaving a day earlier than previously thought but still.
you know when you just have off days where you don't want to talk to people and everyone winds you up AND YOU LIVE AT YOUR WORK AND YOU HAVE TO LITERALLY BE AROUND YOUR COLLEAGUES 24/7 OMG I JUST CAN'T BE BOTHERED BEING A PERSON AROUND PEOPLE NOW. like i'm really resenting everything right now, i think it's just a personality flaw.
in the past two and a half weeks the only time i've had an uninterrupted night's sleep was when i was at Milla's at the weekend there.
and did i mention it'll just be me and the other girl on our own for two weeks while andrew is on holiday? not that i begrudge someone going on holiday but i so cannot be fucking arsed hahaha. upside is like the day after he gets back i'm outta here so wevs. when i leave i'll only have five days to prepare my mind body and ovariessoul for the crucible it's not enough time!!! D:
really shallow of me ha but i really miss clothes and stuff, like i want to buy so much stuff and adnadnasbf i keep going on street fashion blogs and sobbing.
in other news i'm missing like the pop culture expo whatever things in melb and perth (well i think the perth one i'll be free for but it clashes with my following wenham around lolol) but there's one in brisbane in november so i'll go there and hopefully meet hobbit people hooray!!! (lol all my plans include stalking lotr actors.)
jesus what a load of diarrhoea that was.
today was one of those days where i just wanted to kill everyone. people who expect you to be a mind-reader and also watch you do something then once you've finished doing it tell you you need to do it a different way. like, fine, but tell me before i waste my time? and then, perhaps actually know what the fuck you're on about because i subsequently got shouted at by someone else for doing it the second way (i.e. i was RIGHT IN THE FIRST PLACE.) i've stopped counting the days because every time i do it gets longer and longer away. i am literally only right now halfway through (a bit more than halfway because i'm doing like an extra two weeks or some shit but ffs). leaving a day earlier than previously thought but still.
you know when you just have off days where you don't want to talk to people and everyone winds you up AND YOU LIVE AT YOUR WORK AND YOU HAVE TO LITERALLY BE AROUND YOUR COLLEAGUES 24/7 OMG I JUST CAN'T BE BOTHERED BEING A PERSON AROUND PEOPLE NOW. like i'm really resenting everything right now, i think it's just a personality flaw.
in the past two and a half weeks the only time i've had an uninterrupted night's sleep was when i was at Milla's at the weekend there.
and did i mention it'll just be me and the other girl on our own for two weeks while andrew is on holiday? not that i begrudge someone going on holiday but i so cannot be fucking arsed hahaha. upside is like the day after he gets back i'm outta here so wevs. when i leave i'll only have five days to prepare my mind body and ovariessoul for the crucible it's not enough time!!! D:
really shallow of me ha but i really miss clothes and stuff, like i want to buy so much stuff and adnadnasbf i keep going on street fashion blogs and sobbing.
in other news i'm missing like the pop culture expo whatever things in melb and perth (well i think the perth one i'll be free for but it clashes with my following wenham around lolol) but there's one in brisbane in november so i'll go there and hopefully meet hobbit people hooray!!! (lol all my plans include stalking lotr actors.)
jesus what a load of diarrhoea that was.