Dec 17, 2005 02:14
Allright.
If at all possible, these stupid self-loathing depressed posts are coming to an end. It's just not the way i should be using my mind, although sometimes i wonder if i could use it to become some great artist, if only i were to choose a medium. ive always wanted to paint. reds.
I'm beginning to find the old me again. I'm not sure if i particularly like her, but its all i can come up with.
at least i speak french a little better.
my eyes are focused more on my future now, and it seems to hold a lot of traveling. I really want to teach english in a french classroom through the co-op or be an au pair. and i've been putting a lot of thought into the JET program alex told me about, where you go to japan to work with the english faculty. that would be amazing.
i am currently reading memoirs of a geisha, and i suggest it to everyone. it is written so well and its very hard to put down. on that note, i'm going to return to my reading.
love you all, shannon