Late night rant 20130319
Yes it's that person's fault
Yes I was so pissed off
Yes I should be able to control myself better so my anger won't explode that badly
Yes I'm feeling the guilt welling up as I lay in my bed getting ready to sleep reminiscing the day's events
No I won't say sorry
No it's not about stupid pride
Well.. it's maybe about stupid pride, just a dash, on the side... But I guess the main problem is the anger (and a hint of hatred) accumulated bit by bit. After enduring and holding back my anger several times it's about time for the bomb to explode anyway.. Beside, I fully acknowledge myself as someone who seldom apologize...
I won't say sorry because I didn't do anything wrong according to my judgment. The guilt is here dancing around my wandering mind and sleepy eyes just because I explode unnecessarily because of small matter and creating weird atmosphere in the working room, even though it only for several minutes.
But I'll still ignore that person for several days I guess... Yes this time it really is because of the stupid pride. Yes I acknowledge that. No, not going to cancel that plan...
Let's see for how many days...
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