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Story 18 ✐ video〚au!discedo〛

Apr 13, 2011 15:57

[The view is dark and it's hard to make out Chihiro's shape, but from the unsteady view it's obvious that she's shaking. From what you can see of her face, she looks... well, she looks terrified.]

I-If... if you were going to, um, k-kill yourself. What do you think the... best method would be?

[Further away you can hear someone call, "Sis, it's ( Read more... )

my depressing life let me show you it, sob why meeee, let's pretend i'm stable, c: namine, c: anya alstreim, disorders don't do well in discedo, fuck my life forever and ever, suicide is the only answer, plot: aucedo, c: kirika yuumura, c: ange ushiromiya, c: marco, going to dieeee now, c: japan

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[ audio ] isolatedpiece April 14 2011, 13:56:38 UTC

... I think it depends on who you'd ask.

[ LA LA LA CASUALLY TALKING ABOUT SUICIDE.. ]

Although I guess most people prefer painless.

[ audio ] allephoria April 14 2011, 22:04:58 UTC

Mm, I don't think I'd want it to... hurt.

[ audio ] isolatedpiece April 14 2011, 22:41:37 UTC

Finding the things needed for that wouldn't be easy in this place.. Although there are a few ways that are sort of painless but still fairly messy, I guess.

[ audio ] allephoria April 14 2011, 23:27:21 UTC

L-Like what?

[ audio ] isolatedpiece April 15 2011, 19:27:11 UTC

I'm not an expert, but sometimes it depends on luck too. A car hitting you could just take you out in one go like that, but if it goes wrong it could just become a drag.

[ audio ] allephoria April 16 2011, 08:36:32 UTC

[She kinds of curls into herself, trembling even more. Getting hit by a car was one of her last real memories.]

No cars.

[ audio ] isolatedpiece April 16 2011, 11:01:41 UTC

[ O-oh, Chihiro.. Ange is getting a little more unsure because welp, not everyone thinks about this the way she does. ]

In the end it's all about what you want for yourself. You can ask someone else to help you with it or do it on your own. I.. don't want anyone else to end my life, so I'm going to do it by myself.

[ audio ] allephoria April 17 2011, 11:08:18 UTC

[She nods.]

I think I can understand that. I just need to decide what it is that I want to do.

[ audio ] isolatedpiece April 17 2011, 12:19:49 UTC

I know you don't have much time to think it out, but.. still make sure to give it some good thought. Don't do something you'd regret.

[ audio ] allephoria April 19 2011, 00:03:40 UTC

Mm, I'll think it over a little more before I make my decision.

Thank you.

[ audio ] isolatedpiece April 19 2011, 17:12:35 UTC

[ A beat. Then, almost casually, ]

You have nothing to thank me for.

[ audio ] allephoria April 20 2011, 09:21:48 UTC

[She shakes her head.]

No, that's not true. I... I'm still too scared to even think about things like this. I don't want to. But you've given me such wise advice to think over.

So thank you.

[ audio ] between < > is some fancy Umineko Engrish indication they use in the vns.. isolatedpiece April 20 2011, 14:02:50 UTC

It's not like that at all. I merely know not everyone thinks about it in the same way I do.

... < See you in the next world > regardless, I guess.

[ audio ] haha i remember seeing other umineo rpers do that... allephoria April 22 2011, 03:18:57 UTC

Ah... yes, see you then I suppose.

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