Story 18 ✐ video〚au!discedo〛

[allephoria]

[The view is dark and it's hard to make out Chihiro's shape, but from the unsteady view it's obvious that she's shaking. From what you can see of her face, she looks... well, she looks terrified.]

I-If... if you were going to, um, k-kill yourself. What do you think the... best method would be?

[Further away you can hear someone call, "Sis, it's

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[tag_urdead]

I'm not sure.

Are you afraid of dying?

[allephoria]

Yes.

[tag_urdead]

I don't know if I am. But I have no desire to remain here.

[allephoria]

... I don't know if I want to. I'm not sure anymore.

[tag_urdead]

Do you like it here?

[allephoria]

I do. But I know I can't stay here. It would be impossible.

[tag_urdead]

It's a false life. I prefer my real past.

[allephoria]

[Her real past...]

I don't know what mine is anymore.

[tag_urdead]

[.....]

You don't?

[allephoria]

Parts of it, but... not everything.

[tag_urdead]

Me neither.

[allephoria]

... really?

[tag_urdead]

Yes.

[pause.]

I keep records of the things I do and see in order to keep track of my past.

[allephoria]

I believe I kept a diary at home to record things I did that day... ah, and here I've been using this to do the same.

[tag_urdead]

My diary is not here. This city has a fake diary instead.

What do your recordings look like?

[allephoria]

At here or at the real Discedo?