even later...

[alleona88]

why lord??!!! it's so friggin' hard!!!!!!!!!!

i've given up for the night and moved on to history. this at least I can somewhat prepare for but still, the cs is on my mind and the internet is distracting me but i can't let it go!! why am i such a procrastinator!!! why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? i hate myself but i do nothing still why? why? why? why? wh? why? why? why? i'm a piece of crap, aren't i? why? why? why? why? why? why? i should be kicked in the arse!! why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why?

God, why?

frick eveything...