buy your ticket and get on the train..
i have to be awake in a little less than three and a half hours to go to work for eight and a quarter hours, which might kill me because we are so slow these days and really, you can only clean so much.
but so here i am.
life is really good right now, which is funny because if i was a pessimist, it'd be really shitty. (ahahahfkdjfj well duh.)
no but seriously, i'm looking for a new job because all of a sudden i'm totally miserable with the one i've got, i didn't fucking get into UIC (that's old news..ish but i'm still not okay with it at all), i'm moving back home with my parents sooner (so much sooner!) than i'd like, my car is starting to suck... blahblah.
but!
i've lost a lot of weight (i think; i haven't kept track but i am wearing jeans in sizes that i honestly haven't been able to fit into since about freshman year of high school... no seriously, HIGH SCHOOL), i'm disciplining myself to work out on a regular basis, my hair long and wavy and i freaking love it, my wardrobe is finallyyyyyyyyyyy becoming cute-ish, i've got a couple other good things happening..
i seriously just can't stop smiling.
living with momma and pops won't be so bad, i don't think. it's just going to be really dull because how do you make friends in the town you've kindof lived in since you were born, almost 22 years ago? like everyone already knows you, ish, and so if you weren't friends before, there's probably a reason and so why would you want to start now, you know? maybe that's not really the best way to look at it. i'm so glad it's not dekalb anymore though. i am trading my social life and probably my general sanity for chicago. but that's totally fair in my eyes.
but so here i am.
life is really good right now, which is funny because if i was a pessimist, it'd be really shitty. (ahahahfkdjfj well duh.)
no but seriously, i'm looking for a new job because all of a sudden i'm totally miserable with the one i've got, i didn't fucking get into UIC (that's old news..ish but i'm still not okay with it at all), i'm moving back home with my parents sooner (so much sooner!) than i'd like, my car is starting to suck... blahblah.
but!
i've lost a lot of weight (i think; i haven't kept track but i am wearing jeans in sizes that i honestly haven't been able to fit into since about freshman year of high school... no seriously, HIGH SCHOOL), i'm disciplining myself to work out on a regular basis, my hair long and wavy and i freaking love it, my wardrobe is finallyyyyyyyyyyy becoming cute-ish, i've got a couple other good things happening..
i seriously just can't stop smiling.
living with momma and pops won't be so bad, i don't think. it's just going to be really dull because how do you make friends in the town you've kindof lived in since you were born, almost 22 years ago? like everyone already knows you, ish, and so if you weren't friends before, there's probably a reason and so why would you want to start now, you know? maybe that's not really the best way to look at it. i'm so glad it's not dekalb anymore though. i am trading my social life and probably my general sanity for chicago. but that's totally fair in my eyes.