this will be posted on my myspace alsoooooo... but it's not working right now.
"can you hear me past the heartbeat? or do you only know i care when our eyes meet?"
having to work at 945 tomorrow is almost as good as a day off. i feel like i have the whoooole morning to myself. isn't that terrible? that and the fact that i slept for such a long time today ... i feel so good right now. i feel like tomorrow (today?) might be a really good day. we'll see.
i'm not managing my money as well as i should be lately. i can't help it though. i tried paying all my bills really early so when i leave for a week, i won't have anything to worry about... i feel like it's going to backfire sometime soon. whatever.
"i've always been a fan of sun rays and subtle ways.." - research that.
i am dyingggggggg for a cd burner lately. there are like 7 cds i want to burn for everyone i f'n know. a getting-it-on mix (which not many people besides me will appreciate), a sing your life away mix, a completely random mix, a late night mix (very similar to the getting-it-on mix), a "feel better god damnit" mix, an updated getting ready to go out mix, and a christmas mix!! ugh. maybe i'll just post the playlists or something. jeez.
speaking of london, i leave in 20 days! i have so much to do before i go!fkjdskf. i'm coming home this sunday to go shopping with mom... kary says i can only bring one suitcase or whatever... i don't KNOW how that's going to be possible. even when i go home for a freaking weekend i have to pack my entire life... this is an f'n WEEK. and i need going out clothes, and tons of shoes, and nice clothes, and bummy clothes, ughhh. i'll figure it out. i will! i can't waittttttt to see her. i never had any idea how hard it is to communicate as best friends through email. does that make any sense? probably not.
it's 2 in the morning already. seriously no more caffeine at 9pm. ever again. that's a lie.
i'm in quite the pouty mood. and i'm bored. and, well... nevermind.
i should end this before i talk(?) myself into trouble.
the bottom line, really, is i'm smiling a lot lately. it's nice. the end.
having to work at 945 tomorrow is almost as good as a day off. i feel like i have the whoooole morning to myself. isn't that terrible? that and the fact that i slept for such a long time today ... i feel so good right now. i feel like tomorrow (today?) might be a really good day. we'll see.
i'm not managing my money as well as i should be lately. i can't help it though. i tried paying all my bills really early so when i leave for a week, i won't have anything to worry about... i feel like it's going to backfire sometime soon. whatever.
"i've always been a fan of sun rays and subtle ways.." - research that.
i am dyingggggggg for a cd burner lately. there are like 7 cds i want to burn for everyone i f'n know. a getting-it-on mix (which not many people besides me will appreciate), a sing your life away mix, a completely random mix, a late night mix (very similar to the getting-it-on mix), a "feel better god damnit" mix, an updated getting ready to go out mix, and a christmas mix!! ugh. maybe i'll just post the playlists or something. jeez.
speaking of london, i leave in 20 days! i have so much to do before i go!fkjdskf. i'm coming home this sunday to go shopping with mom... kary says i can only bring one suitcase or whatever... i don't KNOW how that's going to be possible. even when i go home for a freaking weekend i have to pack my entire life... this is an f'n WEEK. and i need going out clothes, and tons of shoes, and nice clothes, and bummy clothes, ughhh. i'll figure it out. i will! i can't waittttttt to see her. i never had any idea how hard it is to communicate as best friends through email. does that make any sense? probably not.
it's 2 in the morning already. seriously no more caffeine at 9pm. ever again. that's a lie.
i'm in quite the pouty mood. and i'm bored. and, well... nevermind.
i should end this before i talk(?) myself into trouble.
the bottom line, really, is i'm smiling a lot lately. it's nice. the end.