And ... again.

Jan 05, 2009 20:13

So this past semester was kind of another mess. To be honest, school is just starting to wear on me, and I think I need a break. But I've been thinking that for the past couple years, and I still keep pushing myself to finish. Also, my advisor said that the reason I got a D+ in her class was because my essays on the final weren't long enough. If she cared at all about content, she made no indication of it. ._. I honestly can't tell if my teachers are getting worse or if I'm just getting tired of their bullshit, but it seems to be a persistent issue. I will admit, I am stubborn toward blatant stupidity.

I thought my difficulty this time around might cause some trouble with my scholarship or something, but it turns out it really has had pretty much no effect, as long as I do okay this semester. Plus, after I paid off my tuition, I had quite a bit of money left over from Workstudy, so I will be putting that toward the loans I've had sitting around for a while.

I was fully prepared to drop my classes and find somewhere else to be, away from home because my parents have been more irritating than ever. And I can't imagine living at home without going to school. They'd be all over me. But now it looks like I'm better off sticking around and putting up with it for a while.

Class starts tomorrow. Some issues are still unresolved, but I've learned not to expect much from people at this school. One of my classes hasn't even been scheduled yet and won't until the second week of classes. As soon as I finish this stupid thing, I am getting the hell out of this horrible place. Unfortunately, I'll still have about another year of classes.

I need to escape. I'm thinking of living in a commune, or hopping on a bus with some hippies and seeing where I end up (I know, I was also a little surprised that they're still doing this, but it is true, and I think it is awesome). Because ... Just because.
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