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May 17, 2004 08:55

my brother is in town- yay1 but its not liek hell take me anywhere... :(
i need to have closure on it, then illget over it, i wnt to get over it but it ended so weird i still have the feeling- kill my dog!
balance is importnat in life...bs...butits harder siad than doen. how am i suposed to split myself three ways...yes three ways...actually five forgot school and family
im gone all summer and im really sad now! :( like im out of twn for liek 8 weeks of summer- im gonan miss my frined my home my stuff. i have never been that long away from home....ahh
ever wish u were braver to take a risk. meet someone new. someon you already admire and love, yet though they dnt know it. not male bc thats a whoel different story. i mean there is a girl you wnat to be frineds with... whatever- it will solve itself
i feet fat bc i cnat fit in soem of my clothes- ahhh!
ever wish u had done things differently? in hte past. so that in the present it could work out better :/ oh well
no need to fret wiht the old, i cnat change it- i dnt knwo if thats the right attitude- i dnt know whats right o rwhats wrong or anythgin- all i knwo is that im here and i dnt always want to be, dnt know what im supposed to do and what i wnt to do, i just know that half of the time i wnt to do.

seek life or let it be??
cristina
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