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crying...i lvoe her and miss her. may she rest in peace. god bless her and hers. i was really close to her. i was always in her class after school and stuff. we were really close- she tld em about her mom nad she tled to me about it adn her children and grandchildren and all. i nwe to her moms wake. we confided in each ohter- she knew me really well, prob better than i knew myslef. she really cared for me too. she knew who i liekd before it did- i share so many good meomoreies wiht her and thats what keeping me ok nad thats she wiht her mom and dad, but this is still super hard for me. i dnt think im gonan stop crying, ill prob continue cryign for the rest of the week prob until i have some closure. i cnat enter and sit in her room wihthout freaking out n hte inside and crying hysterically. i dot klnwo how to get through this.
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